At the last minute (well technically I have an hr more), made the switch frm SMU to NUS. Its hard for me to explain this decision. But seeing as the thought to rethink SMU came at the last few days, I took it as a sign that perhaps I need to consider things more carefully.
SMU reassures me more about the future in terms of its graduates prospects. And I really do worry about the future. But I need to live in the moment too. I honestly feel I will be happier in NUS. And being happy and studying happily would help for the future right? I mean what’s the point of being stressed out till i’m unable to be of a quality student in SMU and then not graduate with a good degree? Right?? And I really do not want to be surrounded by overly competitive classmates. I know every uni would have them, but SMU seems to have a great deal of them. Which honestly, scares me.
Trying to reassure myself that I made the right decision. I will never know till the 4yrs are over. But at this point, worrying about the possibilities of the future should not be the main concern.
I want to enjoy studying. I’m tired of studying for the sake of it. I’m done with that education path.
And so, I guess, my NUS 4 yr journey is about to begin.
Bismillah.